Cushings Blogs of friends of mine!

Its always good to see a story or be able to relate to someone. I wanted to share just a couple of friends who said I could share their sites for others to see. These are all Cushies that are on my facebook group called "Cushings!!" please feel free to join at anytime! These are not in order but thought it would be good for you to have a couple to look at:)

Health in Sickness By Van   http://onedelicateheart.blogspot.com/

Living with Cushings By Rachel  http://cushieworld.wordpress.com/

Livehard.livestrong by Nicole  http://cushiequeen.blogspot.com/

My life as a girl with Cushings By Tiffany  http://www.youngcushie.blogspot.com/

Cushings with Moxie by Moxie   http://cushingsmoxie.blogspot.com/


Muskeg Farm by Catherine  http://muskegfarm.blogspot.com/


and of course this blog that Van and I started to show you the difference between two Cushies:). These are just a few of many blogs that really have the journey and story of cushings. These ladies are all fantastic. Its not easy to put your life out there.....but its worth it if you can help one person or many!

My good friend Rachel and I are working also on a Cushingstories.com website. We would love to be able to put on your videos or stories onto our site for more ppl to see. Please comment below or email me at Cushingscountrygirl@gmail.com so we can add it to the site. It will be up and running in a few weeks. Just need link to your video or blog so we can share it with the world.....Thank you in advance! We just want to advocate and get Cushings known by more.

Yes I am a Cushie Mom

 

Christmas 2012

I am a mom of four teenagers and I am a Cushings Mom. I don't know which one is more exciting to read about so I will write about both :) I have a blended family which makes it so our teenagers are very close in age.We have been a family for almost 7 years now and I am very blessed that they get along so well!! Jackson is my oldest, 9 months later is Cassie, 18 months later is Joshua and then only 2 months later is Jason. They are my world! I joke with ppl in our community however  that next year I am moving to India so my husband will be left home with a 9,10,11, and 12 grader:) With being in a very small community you become very active in their school lives. Just today I have a football game to go to for two of them, a bake sale for one of them and a dinner to serve for another one of them. Its a busy busy life.

Josh & Jackson playing football

200 cupcakes made for a game

I have always been a very busy person who wanted to volunteer and help in anyway I could at the kids schools or for their sports or clubs. But the year before I had my surgery was VERY tough. It was hard to do any of that and I started to stay in more and more. I never knew when I would be sick. I started to feel like someone who would sign up for something to help and then feel like a flake because that day I would feel horrible. I never knew when I would sleep or not sleep. I started to feel as if I was losing myself. The sad part was my kids started to notice too. I would still do their bake sale but I would go get pre made things. I would still attend their games but I was gone right after it was over and in so much pain from sitting. I did it because I loved them. I pushed myself to do it. I would go to a game though whether it was football, volleyball, basketball or baseball for them and it would take me days to recover from that. I was sore. I couldn't sleep. I had a hard time getting in and out of our truck. I felt like I was failing as a mother. I would cry at night to my husband how I had lost myself and how they are going to grow up just seeing someone who was sick. They were helping me out more than I was helping them I felt. It was hard.....really hard! I am not going to lie....I cried a lot about how I wanted to be a better mom, a stronger mom for them. Thats when my husband had to step in a lot and help me. He had to become my superman....

He had to work and sometimes come home and cook meals, drive the kids to school functions or just help with chores at our ranch. I went from cooking from scratch to doing more premade stuff. And guess what! That was okay. My kids still loved it, they still grew and they still had good meals. I had to learn that doing things in a simple way was ok to do! It was! I didnt have to be perfect!I just had to be there for my kids. Talk to them, love on them, be with them. We did more movie nights at home together with fresh popcorn and we did more game nights.  I was blessed they were teenagers and could comprehend more of what was going on. It had its positive points and its negatives. I think it scared them more because they are at the age where they could go and research on their own or worry because they heard the word "tumor". A hard moment in my life was when my daughter gave me a bday painting (4 months before my surgery) and on the back she wrote this....

 It says..."Dear Mother, I created this painting because of your influences. You are Gods child just like many people. this was made because you will always be protected and of course you will be painting in watercolors. I hope that every time you see this, you will be safe, happy, healthy, and just in a good mood! This paper is being watched over by many angels, one of them is your own beautiful mother. I HOPE that by the third time you read this to yourself, you will be cured of cushings. That disease is crucial to leave because you cant do many things because of it. i hope that you will live the life that you have always wanted and that it goes in your direction. And guess what? In the middle of this ninja our dog just threw up. Hope my day gets better as well! (this part cracked me up folks!). So I hope, want, you will become a beautiful person that you have always wanted to be. Okay, even though you already are beautiful inside and out! love Cassandra. always praying".  Now tell me that wouldn't make you cry! 

My kids are all crazy and like to have fun like me! I am now 2.5 months post op and am getting my life back slowly! I love to cook and bake and am back to doing that daily. Even started canning! I went from only being able to lift 10 pounds to lifting 30plus now. I am losing weight, I am in a MUCH better place attitude wise and WANT to be around ppl again! I had hope! I had to fight to get here but I did it! It was worth it to me! I am enjoying my kids more and more. Not that I ever really stopped, I just was in a different place. Even my kids notice the changes and Cassie knows her prayers were answered.Here are some fun pictures of us in the last couple weeks....Things can change! I am living proof! We just need to have a good support system out there and if you dont have one at home....you can find them online! There are great Cushings groups on Facebook....I even started one myself called "Cushings!!" And there are great sites like Cushings-help.com where you can find tons of resources. If you ever need someone to talk to even please feel free to email me at Cushingscountrygirl@gmail.com and I will always respond!

Jason and I

My daughter Cassie

Jackson going hunting

Joshua and I

Rae's Intro to Cushings.....

Hi! First off I would like to say thank you for even reading this! I hope in some way the posts that we do will help you in some way. I wanted to introduce myself.......

My name is Rae Collins. I am 38 year old married Cushings lady with four teenagers. Yep, you heard me right...4!!! I have three boys and a lovely girl. My life is very busy just with being a mom and a wife. I live out in the middle of no where. Adin, Ca where their is only 250 ppl and live on a ranch with miles upon miles of acreage. I am however a world traveler and love to see and experience new things as my father was in the military so I was able to visit 22 countries growing up. I have the best of both worlds.  Cushingscountrygirl@gmail.com is me......

I have had Cushings for well over 4 years now. I had tons of symptoms....weight gain, brain fog, couldnt sleep, high blood pressure, straie, hair on my chin and face, losing the hair on my head, muscle loss, bruising, thin skin, pain, anxiety, depression, mood swings among other things. But these didn't happen all at once. I did not end up getting osteoporosis or diabetes.

After my kids

185 pounds and 6 feet tall

When I first started getting symptoms

Not everyone has all the symptoms....which is one of the reasons that my co-blogger and I decided to do this blog. To show two sides of the story (journey). We are so different yet we have the same struggles.....

2 months post op with my co blogger! She is amazing!!

My amazing husband and I ...2013 260 pounds

Right before surgery in July 2014 top weight 320

Fast forward to now....I am 2.5 months post op from a pituitary surgery which took out two tumors that were close to my carotid  artery. I am now in remission and slowly daily I am recovering. Its a slow process but its on the uphill side so I am very happy. Changes have already happened in 2 months. I have lost 20 pounds, I have way less brain fog. I am now able to lift almost 30 pounds at once when before surgery at most it was 10 and it hurt my arms to brush my teeth or hair. I have a better mood and anxiety is gone! Gone I say! and YES I AM SLEEPING!!!

This blog for me is to tell you about my Journey and to have a place to say my thoughts and feelings. I want Cushings to be more known. Advocate for it! There can be a light at the end of the tunnel! We can live with Cushings in some way. It may not be easy and I know its very debilitating but to have hope is what I wanted.....and hope....is what I want to give!!! #cushings #cushingsdisease #raredisease #2cushiegirls #post-op #journey #Pituitary #Adrenals #surgery #recovery

 

My first video just found out about cushings

 

Me post op 9 weeks