Getting Diagnosed....My Tips

As some of you know getting Diagnosed with Cushing's isn't always the easiest thing. A lot of people struggle with that because Doctors dismiss the symptoms of try and treat them individually. I went to numerous Doctors for years thinking I had hormone problems from my hysterectomy  at a young age of 34. I was treated for weight, treated for anxiety, treated for high blood pressure, treated for hot flashed, treated for bruising etc etc etc. It wasn't until I found a Doctor that told me I think you have Cushing's that I started the road to get treated for them all and not individually. These are my personal tips. I am not a Doctor but this is what I have learned a long the way. If you are reading this you already know or think you have Cushing's so I hope this helps you.

Tips:

• Doctors listen to the first few symptoms first. I personally tell people to start out with the Cushing's Symptoms that you have that are more Cushingoid. For instance if you have weight gain, buffalo hump, moon face, straie, bruising, depressed, and anxiety. You should tell the Doctor first about your buffalo hump, moon face, straie, bruising and leave weight gain and depression to the end. I know most of us say weight gain first or depression but those really should be at the end so the Doctors don't try and treat you for that and don't listen to the rest.
• Bring Before and After pictures to your doctor. Also a food log so you don't get the well you must be eating too much bit. Its helpful for others to see the difference. They don't know what you looked like before. You don't have to be big to have Cushing's either. My good friend Van who has a blog at www.onedelicateheart.blogspot.com isn't a big person at all. She is one of the founders of this blog also. Van is in remission from Cushing's. You can have different symptoms.
• You don't have to have all the symptoms to have Cushing's. I would doubt myself a lot actually because it seemed weird that I would have this disease. One thing my husband said to me was "Name something else that would have all these symptoms and come back to me". I couldn't. Maybe its a good thing to ask your doctor too. Mind you I am in remission now and had two tumors removed. I went through my doubts too though.
• Join groups like Cushings!! on Facebook or search out blogs or sites of others who have experienced this. Learn from them and others. Get the support you need because it is out there.
• If you are struggling with money for medical bills or going to the right doctor contact NORD. National Organization of Rare Diseases. They are an amazing organization who helps so many. They will help pay for your doctor bills, your hotel or flights, MRI etc. until you get Diagnosed. www.http://rarediseases.org/
• There are a lot of websites out there. One of my favorites is www.cushings-help.org which has been around for almost 14 years. It has so much knowledge. My other favorite site is www.cushingstories.com because it has personal stories of those with Cushing's at all different stages. They also have blogs to follow and Videos of Cushies. If you look at some of the stories at the end of that page is also more Videos of that particular person.
• Test....Test....Test.... keep testing. One or two tests that are normal doesn't mean you don't have Cushing's. Have your doctor give you 24 hour urine tests, Saliva's, Midnight Serums of Cortisol, Dex test, Atch tests. Remember most Cushing's patients are up at night and tired in the morning. Our Cortisol is higher at night than a normal person and can be low in the morning hence the Midnight Serums. Test, Test, Test. Don't give up! I had over half normal and half highs because I was cyclical. Check out www.cushingstories.com Facts section on when to test. It could make all the difference.
• A lot of Doctors hear that they will never meet someone who has Cushings that it is too Rare. If you feel you have it please keep seeing Doctors until they test you and do MRI or Scans. Cushing's only gets worse with time. Be your own advocate. There ARE Cushing Specialist Doctors out there. Who will listen to you. If you think you cant afford to go there (NORD can help) just remember that it is worth it to getting to the other side of this. Personally I had to say to myself its worth it to go to a specialist than waste my time and energy and money on endo after endo. Two endos wouldn't even see me because I had a normal test. I went to a Cushing specialist and found my tumor, got diagnosed, had surgery and now am in remission getting better by the day. That was worth it to me!

These are just a few tips from me. There are many more out there but these ones are the ones that were important to me. I hope that it helps. If you ever want to talk to me please feel free to comment or write me personally at Cushingscountrygirl@gmail.com

Van's Recovery List (PICS) and Good news!

Hi guys! I apologize for not updating in so long but don't worry I am still very active in responding to my emails, youtube (onedelicateheart), and instagram (1delicateheart). Ever since coming back from the New Jersey trip I have gotten so many emails and messages from Cushies and people who are in the diagnosing process.  So feel free to contact me from those various social medias. Best way to get a quick response is to email me at yumnguyen07@yahoo.com 
If you guys haven't checked out Rachel and Rae's website cushingstories.com then you better go and check it out now. I am so proud of these ladies for doing so a huge thing for our cushie community. There are stories, contacts, and videos for you to learn more about. Please share <3

So I have big news! I have fully weaned of steroids for 3 weeks! My doctor told me that my left adrenal gland has woken up. It is functioning at a low level so my adrenal gland is not producing like the normal average person but my body has adapted to the low levels so I decided to quickly taper off the rest of the hydrocortisone (Cortef) because let's face it, it is a pain in the ass to take and still felt bloated from small amounts! Well, how am I feeling? I feel almost perfect. Like I am 97% there. There are times I notice the change in energy and feel great then sometimes I feel lethargic and faint due to the fact that I have used up the little amount of cortisol reserve that I produce but nothing that I have not already been through and it is bearable. I still get very faint often but I think I need to start eating a diet that supports the hypoglycemia issue. And of course how do I look? Well here are some photos for you guys to see =]

  These pictures are all post op and recovery. and no I did not get facial surgery during recovery, it's just really good makeup tricks I started learning that I want to share to you all soon! But now Here is the breakdown of my recovery. This is not the most organized list sorry! lol

6 Month Post OP: moon face was shrinking, acne growth stalled, skin got a bit drier, still bloated, face still felt heavy (hard to smile or open eyes wide), droopy skin, reddish orange skin, no hair growth, depression, anxiety, nausea, hello collarbones! dry eyes, adrenal insuffiency was at it's worse due to tapering. high bp but pre diabetes was gone. Sleeping all the time. Lazy, no motivation. panic attacks. Crying all the damn time.

10 Month: Face continued to shrink, features feminizing (eyes and lips look more pretty??), smiling is easier but still felt like cheeks were heavy, acne fully stopped, skin healing, hair growth (baby hair halo) not so healthy looking though crinkly hair texture, period was back (still irregular), buffalo hump shrinking, itchy dry skin to the point I can't sleep, body adapting to adrenal insuffiency, acne scars, less depressed, up and down emotions and mood, nausea, faint, period still irregular. Insomnia. undereye bags circles. Panic feelings, no attacks.

12 Month: I have to say I felt much happier after a year since the surgery, My face is almost back to normal, features are slowly defining, smiling is easy, hair is starting to regrow fuller but texture is still crinkly, no more acne problems, super duper dry skin, less crying, less stressed, I notice myself being funny and enjoying life like never before, began socializing again, face dimple is starting to show, jawline, cheekbones and nose looking slimmer. less nausea, Less paranoid. Insomnia. Doing normal activities. Shopping addiction due to weight loss and increased confidence LOL

14 Month: period came back regularly (feeling prettier after every menstrual cycle), skin is glowing, reddish orange skin fading, acne scars healing, less hair fall, wondering if this was as good as it gets??, face features more defined. fainting, low bp, dizzy, Mood is pretty stable but I still will get cranky when I being weaning off more steroids, more confident, no more sadness and resentment in my heart.. I literally woke up one day feeling like all the bad stuff and people in the past did not affect me anymore. Truly a miracle. Is this it? Will it get better? Sleep is up and down.

16 Months: face is back to normal, dimple is fully visible, jawline is chiseled, sleeping more, period is irregular again (due to low amount of steroids?), hair is healthier and shinier better texture, acne scars are less visible, night sweats, fainting, dizzy, extreme low bp (good thing? idk), satisfied with how i look but still worried if I still would have the highs and lows of moods and dizziness.

18 Month (fully off steroids): Face got even smaller less bloated (yeah I didn't know that was possible), I can now even smile with my teeth effortlessly, skin fully healed, scars are not as visible, I feel confident enough to go makeup free while running errands, people complimenting me, strangers think I am younger than my age, my mom says I look like I did back as a senior in Highschool! Thanks mom. Still faint and dizzy, no more obsessive thoughts, no more paranoia, no more guilt, anxiety, or shame, no more negative feelings. Mind is at peace, skin still dry, period still irregular but still coming, facial features look lifted, eyes are brighter, eyes are less dry, feeling motivated, not afraid of speaking my mind. No more panic attacks! Still food sensitive. No more waking up at 9am to take Cortef yay!
 

My body Recovered:
Less joint pains, muscles are starting to look more defined with little exercise around month 9 post op, no dieting, appetite is normal. No more feelings of being ravenous with food, body is getting a more feminine curvier shape, fat is relocating to where it should be instead of on my stomach, buffalo hump gone. I can feel my spine, collar bones, less body and facial hair, more hair on head lol... no more orange hands, still food sensitive to salt, sugar, and MSG. Can drink coffee without panic attacks. Can lightly workout and lift light weights with less muscle pain. Still cannot run or do any hardcore exercise training (not that I ever want to again). more flexible. no more bloating in weird places. More active. Feet shrank 1 size down (size 7 to 6-5.5), no more rapid hearbeats. Feels like I can breathe again. The heavy brick feeling on my chest is gone yay! Digestion is greatly improved.

That is all I can think of right now. I am thrilled that my future is filled with more optimism. I am glad that majority of the stuff is reversible. I am still stuck with a few minor health nuisances that Cushing's affected. I really don't think it is going to ever get me down because everything that I prayed for I have been given by God and the Universe. This whole experience really shaped me to become who I am now. I am stronger and humbled than I was ever before getting sick. I am glad that I got to meet so many people and understand the struggle of getting everything taken away from me. I learned the lesson of compassion, patience, and gratitude.  I will continue to advocate for Cushing's and rare diseases. So I will always come back to blog and update my life. I also want to be more active on my youtube channel and posts some videos of me talking about various Cushie subjects and giving advice to Cushie patients and also post my beauty and health regimen. I just need to get over my fear of talking to a video camera lol. Thank you guys for reading this post and supporting me through this journey. I will never forget. Much love!

Before and after

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NEW CUSHINGS WEBSITE

I would like to tell you all about the new Cushing's Website. It was made by a good friend of mine Rachel Wilson and I. When I first found out about Cushing's I didn't know where to look for Videos, Blogs and Stories of others. This website has it all!!!! It just got launched today after 4 months of working on it! Please share with others......you never know who it will help out!

www.cushingstories.com

Thank you to all of you who submitted stories, videos or your blogs to help others. Without you we couldn't of done this!

Love, Rae

Before and After (symptoms)

So today a couple of my Cushie friends asked me to send them my symptoms list that I had when I first was having problems. While rereading it to send to them because its been almost a year now (four months post op though) I noticed that WOW things have changed! I am hoping this will give someone hope! But this is my symptoms and in parenthesis is what it is like now after 4 months post op.

• Inability to lose weight no matter diet or exercise (able to lose weight now)
• Central Obesity (stomach 2 inches smaller) 
• Weight Gain 47 pounds in 6 months 80 pounds in one year (lost 23 pounds)
• Insomnia only sleeping 2-3 hours a night (restful sleep 8 plus hours)
• Buffalo Hump (yep its getting smaller)
• Moon Face (double chin getting smaller and can see cheek bones)
• Hot all the time even in a cold room (now I sleep under the blankets instead of on top)
• Thinning hair especially around my bangs area (new whispies appearing!)
• Red, Flushed Face (no more hot flashes)
• Heart Palpitations almost every night 120s (Heart rate is at normal level 60-80s)
• Blood Pressure on daily basis 160/110 (Now 123/80s)
• Not much of a Libido (Yeah for my husband its back)
• Stretch marks all over stomach and corners of breasts red and thick (starting to fade color)
• Low immune system. Bronchitis 6 times and walking pneumonia in 8 months (bronchitis one time in 4 months)
• Loss of words and work call (less and less but still have short term memory problems)
• Anxiety every night and out the roof (Anxiety only when actually called for)
• Mood Swings. (Husband said those are WAY less :)
• Weakening of Muscles Before Surgery could only lift 10-15lbs (lifting 30-45 pounds now)
• Fatigue just had no git up and go (still tired but it is better and I am doing a lot more)
• Whiskers popping up on chin (same)
• Bruising without even noticing I was bumping into anything (no bruising)
• Thinning skin, hurts to touch sometimes (seems to be toughening up because doesn't hurt as much)
• Major Aches and Pains (minor aches and pains except when hip goes out)
• Very slow healing with cuts or bug bites (faster healing but still slower than normal)
• Concentration is VERY weak (able to start and finish tasks with no problem)
• Depression and don't have a reason why really (feeling much better)

So in 4 months there has been so much change! Amazing because I realized it but didn't realize it as much until I saw my personal symptoms list. There really can be a light at the end of the tunnel with remission. Not everyone will have the same effects. Some more and some less but it does get better! If you are not there yet please feel free to always email me at cushingscountrygirl@gmail.com and lets help you find drs or help or support. I am not a DR by any means but I am willing to help you find support. If you are in remission and would like to share your story please email me also. We are working on a website of cushingstories where all stages of the disease are addressed through personal journeys.

Cushings Blogs of friends of mine!

Its always good to see a story or be able to relate to someone. I wanted to share just a couple of friends who said I could share their sites for others to see. These are all Cushies that are on my facebook group called "Cushings!!" please feel free to join at anytime! These are not in order but thought it would be good for you to have a couple to look at:)

Health in Sickness By Van   http://onedelicateheart.blogspot.com/

Living with Cushings By Rachel  http://cushieworld.wordpress.com/

Livehard.livestrong by Nicole  http://cushiequeen.blogspot.com/

My life as a girl with Cushings By Tiffany  http://www.youngcushie.blogspot.com/

Cushings with Moxie by Moxie   http://cushingsmoxie.blogspot.com/


Muskeg Farm by Catherine  http://muskegfarm.blogspot.com/


and of course this blog that Van and I started to show you the difference between two Cushies:). These are just a few of many blogs that really have the journey and story of cushings. These ladies are all fantastic. Its not easy to put your life out there.....but its worth it if you can help one person or many!

My good friend Rachel and I are working also on a Cushingstories.com website. We would love to be able to put on your videos or stories onto our site for more ppl to see. Please comment below or email me at Cushingscountrygirl@gmail.com so we can add it to the site. It will be up and running in a few weeks. Just need link to your video or blog so we can share it with the world.....Thank you in advance! We just want to advocate and get Cushings known by more.

Yes I am a Cushie Mom

 

Christmas 2012

I am a mom of four teenagers and I am a Cushings Mom. I don't know which one is more exciting to read about so I will write about both :) I have a blended family which makes it so our teenagers are very close in age.We have been a family for almost 7 years now and I am very blessed that they get along so well!! Jackson is my oldest, 9 months later is Cassie, 18 months later is Joshua and then only 2 months later is Jason. They are my world! I joke with ppl in our community however  that next year I am moving to India so my husband will be left home with a 9,10,11, and 12 grader:) With being in a very small community you become very active in their school lives. Just today I have a football game to go to for two of them, a bake sale for one of them and a dinner to serve for another one of them. Its a busy busy life.

Josh & Jackson playing football

200 cupcakes made for a game

I have always been a very busy person who wanted to volunteer and help in anyway I could at the kids schools or for their sports or clubs. But the year before I had my surgery was VERY tough. It was hard to do any of that and I started to stay in more and more. I never knew when I would be sick. I started to feel like someone who would sign up for something to help and then feel like a flake because that day I would feel horrible. I never knew when I would sleep or not sleep. I started to feel as if I was losing myself. The sad part was my kids started to notice too. I would still do their bake sale but I would go get pre made things. I would still attend their games but I was gone right after it was over and in so much pain from sitting. I did it because I loved them. I pushed myself to do it. I would go to a game though whether it was football, volleyball, basketball or baseball for them and it would take me days to recover from that. I was sore. I couldn't sleep. I had a hard time getting in and out of our truck. I felt like I was failing as a mother. I would cry at night to my husband how I had lost myself and how they are going to grow up just seeing someone who was sick. They were helping me out more than I was helping them I felt. It was hard.....really hard! I am not going to lie....I cried a lot about how I wanted to be a better mom, a stronger mom for them. Thats when my husband had to step in a lot and help me. He had to become my superman....

He had to work and sometimes come home and cook meals, drive the kids to school functions or just help with chores at our ranch. I went from cooking from scratch to doing more premade stuff. And guess what! That was okay. My kids still loved it, they still grew and they still had good meals. I had to learn that doing things in a simple way was ok to do! It was! I didnt have to be perfect!I just had to be there for my kids. Talk to them, love on them, be with them. We did more movie nights at home together with fresh popcorn and we did more game nights.  I was blessed they were teenagers and could comprehend more of what was going on. It had its positive points and its negatives. I think it scared them more because they are at the age where they could go and research on their own or worry because they heard the word "tumor". A hard moment in my life was when my daughter gave me a bday painting (4 months before my surgery) and on the back she wrote this....

 It says..."Dear Mother, I created this painting because of your influences. You are Gods child just like many people. this was made because you will always be protected and of course you will be painting in watercolors. I hope that every time you see this, you will be safe, happy, healthy, and just in a good mood! This paper is being watched over by many angels, one of them is your own beautiful mother. I HOPE that by the third time you read this to yourself, you will be cured of cushings. That disease is crucial to leave because you cant do many things because of it. i hope that you will live the life that you have always wanted and that it goes in your direction. And guess what? In the middle of this ninja our dog just threw up. Hope my day gets better as well! (this part cracked me up folks!). So I hope, want, you will become a beautiful person that you have always wanted to be. Okay, even though you already are beautiful inside and out! love Cassandra. always praying".  Now tell me that wouldn't make you cry! 

My kids are all crazy and like to have fun like me! I am now 2.5 months post op and am getting my life back slowly! I love to cook and bake and am back to doing that daily. Even started canning! I went from only being able to lift 10 pounds to lifting 30plus now. I am losing weight, I am in a MUCH better place attitude wise and WANT to be around ppl again! I had hope! I had to fight to get here but I did it! It was worth it to me! I am enjoying my kids more and more. Not that I ever really stopped, I just was in a different place. Even my kids notice the changes and Cassie knows her prayers were answered.Here are some fun pictures of us in the last couple weeks....Things can change! I am living proof! We just need to have a good support system out there and if you dont have one at home....you can find them online! There are great Cushings groups on Facebook....I even started one myself called "Cushings!!" And there are great sites like Cushings-help.com where you can find tons of resources. If you ever need someone to talk to even please feel free to email me at Cushingscountrygirl@gmail.com and I will always respond!

Jason and I

My daughter Cassie

Jackson going hunting

Joshua and I

Van and Rae Symptoms list

Van here guys, I made a picture comparison chart of Rae and my symptoms. As you can see our symptoms are quite different and also our appearance changes. My doctors told me that my acne is not normal because only pituitary patients get severe acne and I was adrenal however, Rae is a pituitary patient and she did not have the acne. Also I had the orange hands that was not listed as a symptom but I did read cushies can get this. Here is our the list we came up with. SORRY CLICK ON EACH PICTURE TO VIEW FULL SIZE.

My Cushings Journey

Oh where do I begin? Lets start with I didnt even know what Cushings was and lets back track to the beginning....

The day I got diagnosed was my 6th time in the Drs office for Bronchitis that year and I had had walking pneumonia also. I went in and cried to my DR that I am barely eating, gaining weight, I am not sleeping but 2 hours a night and that I feel like I am going crazy and depressed, my body hurts and I am bruising all the time. He looked at me and said, "You have Cushings I bet". I looked back at him and thought is this man crazy? What is Cushings? He looked at my neck and said I had a buffalo hump, looked at my stomach and saw my stretch marks (straie) and looked at my food log and saw I was only eating 1400 calories a day and had gained 80 pounds in 1.5 years and was still gaining. 

NOW LETS GO BACK...

I had a hysterectomy 3 years ago and felt like I had hormone imbalances every since. Actually I felt like I had them before that even, but I always decided that the weight gain, the hair on my chin, the loss of muscle, the bruising, was all because of hormones from the hysterotomy. WELL it WAS from the hormones but not from that. I went to DR after DR after DR and they said my estrogen, testosterone etc was fine. Or they would give me a pill for depression or more estrogen to cure my hot flashes, red face etc. The depression pills never worked for me. I even went to a Dr that gave me more estrogen to take and then had their clinical psychologist call me to see if I wanted to come in to see them and talk because I "had bruising, cried a lot, was 37 and must have a bad home life". That made me so mad!! I wasn't getting beat! I left that clinic and went to another one. It was just meant to be because thats when my MD said to me that I must have Cushings. Look at my Buffalo Hump....

After he said I needed to test he set me up for two tests. An 8am cortisol blood draw and a DEX test. One came back positive and one negative. Then my Dr said well maybe not. By this time I had looked up everything I could on Cushings and started researching. This is also where I saw my co bloggers Vans video on Cushings which to this day she is my rock-star! My Dr referred me to two endocrinologists and they both turned me down. I researched Cushings specialists and decided to go to who I thought was the top endocrinologist at the time Dr. Friedman. He listened to me. I tested a lot!! Tested wrong at first even. Tested when I felt bad and I should of been testing when I felt good (on a high). So at first some of my tests were coming back normal because I would cycle. After learning more and figuring out my symptoms and when to test....they started coming back high, high and high. I went in for a MRI and they saw something that COULD be an tumor. I was scared and relieved at the same time. What a weird feeling to have. My endo saw a tumor on the left side and my neurosurgeon saw one he thought on the right. It was very confusing but  I was finally diagnosed in the beginning of July 2014 and had my surgery scheduled three weeks later in Houston at MD Anderson.

Once I was ready for surgery it could not come fast enough. I wanted to get rid of the tumor and was hopeful to get back to a normal life. By the time my surgery rolled around from the first time I even learned about Cushings my muscle wasting had me only able to lift about 10 pounds. I still wasn't sleeping. I was angry at nights and had so much anxiety that my foot would tap tap tap all the time. I was bruising if someone touched me hard or bumped me and most of all I was depressed because I felt as if my family would do better without me there. I am a mom of four teenagers.....it was hard when I couldn't do things for them. And I felt bad that my husband was really picking up the slack. I didn't even feel like ME anymore:( I wanted ME back. I wanted to ride my horse, shoot my bow, cook dinner and be able to move the pot of spaghetti etc. BUT NOW I HAD THE CHANCE!!

July 25th 2015 I had my surgery.   I was ready to jump up on the table to have my brain tumor removed. I had a calm that day and was prepared for it. My husband by my side and I waved at him and said "see you on the remission side". When out of surgery we were told that they had found TWO tumors that were connected underneath the pituitary and he felt they had gotten everything out. I was relieved.....

On our next blog is the video of a day before to 2 weeks after slideshow of pictures of my surgery. I am now 2.5 months post op and in remission! I take it day by day because recovery is hard and I have to remember that I am not going to be ME in one day! But glimpses of ME are coming more and more! I feel happier, I have lost 23 pounds, I am sleeping every night and all night long, I am not bruising, my brain fog is so much better and I am happy to be on the flip side~! I am still getting better day by day! 

Please feel free to email me at anytime at Cushingscountrygirl@gmail.com or I have a Facebook group called "cushings!!" that you can join for more information and of course check out Vans other blog onedelicateheart.blogspot.com 

 

Van's Introduction to Cushing's

Hi guys my name is Van. I am 25 years old living in Houston TX. I got a degree in Fashion Merchandising during the time I was sick with Cushing's Syndrome but now I want to study creative writing. I live with my loving boyfriend (Muffin) and my two adorable pups Vankey and Rascal. I enjoy eating good food, I am a shopaholic, fashionista, and love to travel. I have my own blog called http://onedelicateheart.blogspot.com that blogs about my journey and to raise awareness.

Muffin and I High school sweethearts

Rascal and Vankey

I had cushing's for about 5 years before getting a true diagnosis. Most doctors ignored me because I did not look sick enough or Cushinoid enough due to the fact that I did not have a huge weight gain (though 25lbs is still a whole lot for my frame). Last year my period stopped for a full year and I had extreme cystic acne all over my face and neck. I still had the moonface, insomnia, fatigue, hirsutism, hairloss on the head.. The whole deal. My depression and anxiety became so severe that I wanted to end my life many times. People could not understand what I was going through and doctors ignored me. Finally I had a moment of realization googling my symptoms and WEBMD said Cushing's Syndrome was possible. My boyfriend and I laughed it off because it said "rare disease" so we took WebMD lightly. Still, I felt that I needed to checkout my hormones so I went to see a endocrinologist. After many tests, labs, scans... Last year I was diagnosed with an adrenal tumor. To my horror the doctor said I was pre diabetic and needed to take action immediately. I had surgery (adrenalectomy) which removed my whole right adrenal gland that had the tumor in May 2013. It has been a year and I am still in Recovery which means that I am waiting for my remaining adrenal gland to start producing vital hormones. I take hormone replacement called steroids for the imbalance.

By looking at me I seem to look pretty normal, but I still suffer greatly everyday now that I have Adrenal Insufficiency. I am tired, depressed, and lack appetite. My periods came back and now it is gone again. My symptoms have improved but thing's are not how they use to be. My quality of life has changed greatly. You can read more of it on my blog. It is just part of the rollercoaster we Cushies have to deal with in our journey. Though everybody's journey is different and unique. 

Cushing's has taught me so much and I hope to pay forward what I have learned to the public. Keep reading and we will go into depth in our next few posts. Our main goal is educate people on how complex Cushing's can be. Also that one day the world will understand what this mystery Cushing's is all about and people can be treated and cured before it takes away too much of their life.

When I met Rae, we immediately were on the same wavelength. Mostly by the fact that she already recognized me by my videos on youtube and she is such a genuine and sweet person. The interesting thing is how we both suffer from Cushing's however we have opposite symptoms.. as you can see in our "during" photos we look quite different with our appearance and symptoms. We will make a chart and compare our different symptoms. It just proves to show that you cannot judge a cushing's patient by their appearance. I hope that this blog will be useful for other cushies like me or Rae. We will continue to advocate for Cushing's and will be 2cushies for life. :)


Here are my videos please watch fully on youtube to see the captions and comments. Please like and share if you think you may have cushing's or share to someone you know. Thanks for reading! Let's get this started Rae!!

 

Cushing's Video Part 1

 

Cushing's Video Part 2 (recovery)

 

                                          My acne Video