Before and After (symptoms)

So today a couple of my Cushie friends asked me to send them my symptoms list that I had when I first was having problems. While rereading it to send to them because its been almost a year now (four months post op though) I noticed that WOW things have changed! I am hoping this will give someone hope! But this is my symptoms and in parenthesis is what it is like now after 4 months post op.

• Inability to lose weight no matter diet or exercise (able to lose weight now)
• Central Obesity (stomach 2 inches smaller) 
• Weight Gain 47 pounds in 6 months 80 pounds in one year (lost 23 pounds)
• Insomnia only sleeping 2-3 hours a night (restful sleep 8 plus hours)
• Buffalo Hump (yep its getting smaller)
• Moon Face (double chin getting smaller and can see cheek bones)
• Hot all the time even in a cold room (now I sleep under the blankets instead of on top)
• Thinning hair especially around my bangs area (new whispies appearing!)
• Red, Flushed Face (no more hot flashes)
• Heart Palpitations almost every night 120s (Heart rate is at normal level 60-80s)
• Blood Pressure on daily basis 160/110 (Now 123/80s)
• Not much of a Libido (Yeah for my husband its back)
• Stretch marks all over stomach and corners of breasts red and thick (starting to fade color)
• Low immune system. Bronchitis 6 times and walking pneumonia in 8 months (bronchitis one time in 4 months)
• Loss of words and work call (less and less but still have short term memory problems)
• Anxiety every night and out the roof (Anxiety only when actually called for)
• Mood Swings. (Husband said those are WAY less :)
• Weakening of Muscles Before Surgery could only lift 10-15lbs (lifting 30-45 pounds now)
• Fatigue just had no git up and go (still tired but it is better and I am doing a lot more)
• Whiskers popping up on chin (same)
• Bruising without even noticing I was bumping into anything (no bruising)
• Thinning skin, hurts to touch sometimes (seems to be toughening up because doesn't hurt as much)
• Major Aches and Pains (minor aches and pains except when hip goes out)
• Very slow healing with cuts or bug bites (faster healing but still slower than normal)
• Concentration is VERY weak (able to start and finish tasks with no problem)
• Depression and don't have a reason why really (feeling much better)

So in 4 months there has been so much change! Amazing because I realized it but didn't realize it as much until I saw my personal symptoms list. There really can be a light at the end of the tunnel with remission. Not everyone will have the same effects. Some more and some less but it does get better! If you are not there yet please feel free to always email me at cushingscountrygirl@gmail.com and lets help you find drs or help or support. I am not a DR by any means but I am willing to help you find support. If you are in remission and would like to share your story please email me also. We are working on a website of cushingstories where all stages of the disease are addressed through personal journeys.

3 months post op!

I am three months post op today! I cant believe its been 3 months already. So much has changed in just three months from having my pituitary surgery at MDAnderson in Houston TX. This is me now!

3 months post op today!

Ok, Ok so we all know how to make a camera make us look better right? Especially us Cushies we have learned to take pictures from higher up to make ourselves look thinner lol. Heck my husband even knows the drill:) Ok so this is the real me.....

3 months post op and straight on pic

In the three months since my surgery so much has gotten better! I really wanted to write a blog about what has been happening! I am feeling very blessed for sure! Lets start off with one that I have a pic for....My hair is starting to grow back. It is really thin and I have had to cut it pretty short to make it look like it has some style. I am pretty excited because I have new hair growth and whispies now. Check it out...!

This makes me pretty excited!!! In three months also I have lost 23-24 pounds. I honestly thought that weight would just FALL off of me which it hasn't. I haven't been dieting or changing anything so I am pretty happy about that weight loss. I think I am gaining muscle too so that I am sure will change my body and maybe not the scale. Good thing though is.....I know if I do choose to diet that I WILL lose weight this time. I had dieted many times and I would literally gain weight. It was frustrating so now I am really trying to get back into even wanting to diet. What else has happened in three months. I am now sleeping. I wasn't sleeping but a couple hours a night IF that. Now I sleep (if I don't have to get up to take kids to school etc) easily 8-10 hours in a row! THIS MY FRIENDS IS HUGE! My anxiety has gone down. I have no depression anymore at all. I feel like I am becoming myself again. Calmer. Fun to be around. Happier. I have stopped bruising so much and my skin doesn't hurt to touch it as much. Brain fog.....GONE!! I have trouble still with my short term memory but I even think that is getting better. My buffalo hump is going down a little also.....

before surgery buffalo hump

3 months post op buffalo hump some improvement

I am sure it will take some time for it to go away but I can see the small improvement! I have a long ways to go on recovering but that fact that I can SEE changes and FEEL changes are so nice. The best one for me is I am not antsy all the time and tapping my foot. I can stand still if I wanted:) I still kinda sway when I am standing but that is just because my hip still hurts. My blood pressure went from HIGH to now NORMAL! I didn't get diabetes or osteoporosis but I did end up with degenerate bone disease. My eyes seem brighter too. I dont know if that is a Cushings thing or not but they seem bigger and brighter to me. A lot of good has happened and symptoms are reversing themselves.

I still am not perfectly healed by all means. Although my muscle strength is coming back slow but sure...I have a hard time keeping my arms above my head for any length of time and a hard time getting up from the floor or even my chair. Just today I was helping in a friends classroom and couldn't do some of the stuff. I kinda felt stupid for saying "hey I cant do that" but I had to and just know it will continue to get better. I have short term memory loss and still have a hard time remembering some things. I have my words back though. Before surgery I would be trying to say "Can you pass the plate?". I couldn't remember the word "plate" though. I would end up frustrated and trying to describe it (you know that round thing that you put food on and we use it for dinner). Now I have my words back and its very nice. That is one of the first things I noticed, besides that I could dream again because I had sleep. I still am a long way from being and looking like the RAE that I once knew. I am getting there though and each little baby step helps me to seeing ME again. This might be my new normal but I can take that for sure! I have many blessings.....and I hope if you are not in remission yet that you will have all those blessings and more VERY SOON!

Please feel free to email me at Cushingscountrygirl@gmail.com
Also check me out on Facebook at LaRae Jones-Collins or look up our group called "Cushings!!" on Facebook.

How this blog came to be....

I thought it would be good to tell you how Van and I got together to do this blog and why it is so important to us:) This is my side of the story:) 

 I got an email from Novartis Pharmaceutical Corporation asking me to come to a conference in New Jersey. This meeting would be called Cushings Disease Online Influence Advisory Board meeting. I had to really think and pray about going to this as I was only 2 months post op when I received the email. After many phone conversations with Nicole Riley the Director of Public Relations I decided this was the experience I needed. I want to help other Cushies like myself and if I could help a company that has the means to help the masses.....I wanted to help them. 


2 weeks later I was on a plane from California to New Jersey with my best friend (cant really travel alone yet as I cant pick up my luggage lol and am only 2 months post op).

I left my husband to tend to our Four ...yes four teenagers. He was all for me going to find out information and to tell my story. Do you feel bad for him? hehe....P.s he did great as usual!

The first night there we were to have a dinner to get to know the other Cushies that were there and meet the staff of the Novartis group. I swear I was the last person to show up at the dinner and as I sat down..............there she was! :) It was Van!! I recognized her right away because when I first diagnosed I went crazy on You tube looking at before and afters and she was the first video I ever watched. She was like my lil rock star. I leaned over to my BFF and said..."I am going to tell her what she means to me". Later during dinner I had my chance. I spoke up (a lot because I am a talker) and told her how she influenced me so much and how I was so happy to meet her. From that moment on I knew we would be friends. **** I swear I am not a stalker hahaha****

The next day was the conference. We learned a lot. We learned about how to get our stories out there more and the facets that we could do. 7 Cushies and Novartis staff talked about how to get the general public to know more about this rare disease. We talked a little about our journeys. We talked about the drug Signifor that we learned was for those who couldnt have surgery or wanted to lower their cortisol until they could have surgery. It was nice to know their were more than one option. Especially for me because my tumors were so close to the carotid arteries the Dr's weren't sure we would be able to do the surgery. Most of all though we talked about being advocates, getting information out there. The right information. the other Cushies were amazing and I was so thrilled to meet them! Rachel Wilson and Mary O were some of the Cushies we met that are instrumental in Advocating Cushings as well!

Novartis Team and Cushings Patients 2014

Later that day Van and I were able to talk. We talked about how our symptoms were different, how our diagnosis went and how we are doing on remission. We talked about trials and tribulations. We talked about weening from cortisol after surgery. We talked about a lot. But mostly we talked about how we want to help others and how even if we just reach one person and are able to get them to diagnosis then we would be excited.

The conference ended. Novartis did an amazing job. Really helped us in knowing how to reach the public. Van was found through her other blog and I was found through my Youtube videos. We knew though that we could do more. I called Van when I got back to California. I am sure she thought I was crazy lol. Told her I thought it would be great to have a blog with the two of us because we have such different symptoms and journeys. I was afraid she would say no because I had never done a blog before. I told her to think about it and get back to me. It didnt take long! She is amazing and so sweet! The first text I got back was an idea on the name of the blog. Thats when 2cushiegirls began! All from a meeting of two ppl at a Cushings event. I cannot express how glad I am that I decided to go!

2cushiegirls

 Now you can find us through blogs (this one and Vans http://onedelicateheart.blogspot.com 
and my Facebook group cushingscountrygirl@groups.facebook.com. Dont forget we also have Youtube pages...Rae Collins and Onedelicateheart. Now we have also put ourselves out there on Pinterest, Instagram and Twitter. Thank you to the Novartis Group for really helping us to want to help others using our own Journeys!! If you are a Cushie....we would love to hear your story also. Its all about getting our journeys knows and all about information so maybe we all can help just one person! 

Disclaimer: Novartis paid for our trip, meals and lodging while at the Conference.

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Van and Rae Symptoms list

Van here guys, I made a picture comparison chart of Rae and my symptoms. As you can see our symptoms are quite different and also our appearance changes. My doctors told me that my acne is not normal because only pituitary patients get severe acne and I was adrenal however, Rae is a pituitary patient and she did not have the acne. Also I had the orange hands that was not listed as a symptom but I did read cushies can get this. Here is our the list we came up with. SORRY CLICK ON EACH PICTURE TO VIEW FULL SIZE.