3 months post op!

I am three months post op today! I cant believe its been 3 months already. So much has changed in just three months from having my pituitary surgery at MDAnderson in Houston TX. This is me now!

3 months post op today!

Ok, Ok so we all know how to make a camera make us look better right? Especially us Cushies we have learned to take pictures from higher up to make ourselves look thinner lol. Heck my husband even knows the drill:) Ok so this is the real me.....

3 months post op and straight on pic

In the three months since my surgery so much has gotten better! I really wanted to write a blog about what has been happening! I am feeling very blessed for sure! Lets start off with one that I have a pic for....My hair is starting to grow back. It is really thin and I have had to cut it pretty short to make it look like it has some style. I am pretty excited because I have new hair growth and whispies now. Check it out...!

This makes me pretty excited!!! In three months also I have lost 23-24 pounds. I honestly thought that weight would just FALL off of me which it hasn't. I haven't been dieting or changing anything so I am pretty happy about that weight loss. I think I am gaining muscle too so that I am sure will change my body and maybe not the scale. Good thing though is.....I know if I do choose to diet that I WILL lose weight this time. I had dieted many times and I would literally gain weight. It was frustrating so now I am really trying to get back into even wanting to diet. What else has happened in three months. I am now sleeping. I wasn't sleeping but a couple hours a night IF that. Now I sleep (if I don't have to get up to take kids to school etc) easily 8-10 hours in a row! THIS MY FRIENDS IS HUGE! My anxiety has gone down. I have no depression anymore at all. I feel like I am becoming myself again. Calmer. Fun to be around. Happier. I have stopped bruising so much and my skin doesn't hurt to touch it as much. Brain fog.....GONE!! I have trouble still with my short term memory but I even think that is getting better. My buffalo hump is going down a little also.....

before surgery buffalo hump

3 months post op buffalo hump some improvement

I am sure it will take some time for it to go away but I can see the small improvement! I have a long ways to go on recovering but that fact that I can SEE changes and FEEL changes are so nice. The best one for me is I am not antsy all the time and tapping my foot. I can stand still if I wanted:) I still kinda sway when I am standing but that is just because my hip still hurts. My blood pressure went from HIGH to now NORMAL! I didn't get diabetes or osteoporosis but I did end up with degenerate bone disease. My eyes seem brighter too. I dont know if that is a Cushings thing or not but they seem bigger and brighter to me. A lot of good has happened and symptoms are reversing themselves.

I still am not perfectly healed by all means. Although my muscle strength is coming back slow but sure...I have a hard time keeping my arms above my head for any length of time and a hard time getting up from the floor or even my chair. Just today I was helping in a friends classroom and couldn't do some of the stuff. I kinda felt stupid for saying "hey I cant do that" but I had to and just know it will continue to get better. I have short term memory loss and still have a hard time remembering some things. I have my words back though. Before surgery I would be trying to say "Can you pass the plate?". I couldn't remember the word "plate" though. I would end up frustrated and trying to describe it (you know that round thing that you put food on and we use it for dinner). Now I have my words back and its very nice. That is one of the first things I noticed, besides that I could dream again because I had sleep. I still am a long way from being and looking like the RAE that I once knew. I am getting there though and each little baby step helps me to seeing ME again. This might be my new normal but I can take that for sure! I have many blessings.....and I hope if you are not in remission yet that you will have all those blessings and more VERY SOON!

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