Van's Introduction to Cushing's

Hi guys my name is Van. I am 25 years old living in Houston TX. I got a degree in Fashion Merchandising during the time I was sick with Cushing's Syndrome but now I want to study creative writing. I live with my loving boyfriend (Muffin) and my two adorable pups Vankey and Rascal. I enjoy eating good food, I am a shopaholic, fashionista, and love to travel. I have my own blog called http://onedelicateheart.blogspot.com that blogs about my journey and to raise awareness.

Muffin and I High school sweethearts

Rascal and Vankey

I had cushing's for about 5 years before getting a true diagnosis. Most doctors ignored me because I did not look sick enough or Cushinoid enough due to the fact that I did not have a huge weight gain (though 25lbs is still a whole lot for my frame). Last year my period stopped for a full year and I had extreme cystic acne all over my face and neck. I still had the moonface, insomnia, fatigue, hirsutism, hairloss on the head.. The whole deal. My depression and anxiety became so severe that I wanted to end my life many times. People could not understand what I was going through and doctors ignored me. Finally I had a moment of realization googling my symptoms and WEBMD said Cushing's Syndrome was possible. My boyfriend and I laughed it off because it said "rare disease" so we took WebMD lightly. Still, I felt that I needed to checkout my hormones so I went to see a endocrinologist. After many tests, labs, scans... Last year I was diagnosed with an adrenal tumor. To my horror the doctor said I was pre diabetic and needed to take action immediately. I had surgery (adrenalectomy) which removed my whole right adrenal gland that had the tumor in May 2013. It has been a year and I am still in Recovery which means that I am waiting for my remaining adrenal gland to start producing vital hormones. I take hormone replacement called steroids for the imbalance.

By looking at me I seem to look pretty normal, but I still suffer greatly everyday now that I have Adrenal Insufficiency. I am tired, depressed, and lack appetite. My periods came back and now it is gone again. My symptoms have improved but thing's are not how they use to be. My quality of life has changed greatly. You can read more of it on my blog. It is just part of the rollercoaster we Cushies have to deal with in our journey. Though everybody's journey is different and unique. 

Cushing's has taught me so much and I hope to pay forward what I have learned to the public. Keep reading and we will go into depth in our next few posts. Our main goal is educate people on how complex Cushing's can be. Also that one day the world will understand what this mystery Cushing's is all about and people can be treated and cured before it takes away too much of their life.

When I met Rae, we immediately were on the same wavelength. Mostly by the fact that she already recognized me by my videos on youtube and she is such a genuine and sweet person. The interesting thing is how we both suffer from Cushing's however we have opposite symptoms.. as you can see in our "during" photos we look quite different with our appearance and symptoms. We will make a chart and compare our different symptoms. It just proves to show that you cannot judge a cushing's patient by their appearance. I hope that this blog will be useful for other cushies like me or Rae. We will continue to advocate for Cushing's and will be 2cushies for life. :)


Here are my videos please watch fully on youtube to see the captions and comments. Please like and share if you think you may have cushing's or share to someone you know. Thanks for reading! Let's get this started Rae!!

 

Cushing's Video Part 1

 

Cushing's Video Part 2 (recovery)

 

                                          My acne Video